that i have no true friends. 
that me and tori have grown apart. 
that paige is so self centered. 
that craig and me are well a disaster. 
that me and my mother argue everytime we talk. 
how moving ruined everything. 
i go to a school that i hate. 
all the people there is wanna have sex and do drugs and fight its so stupid. 
and everyone is so self centered all they wanna do is talk about themself. 
and torii oh geezzzz we were bestfriends for 4 years 
she was there for me threw everything whenever i needed yo talk she was there even if we were argueing and now she has new friends. 
and shd doesnt care if im alive or dead. 
of at least thats how it seems. 
she was like my only "true" friend. 
or at least i thought. 
i mean i guess she just grew up. 
im happy that shes happy. 


but me, 
im not happy at all. 
the people who used to make me happy just dont. 
and chris we keep fighting over dumb shit and now hes moving. 
i try to get closer to tori but im kinda just over it. 
if she doesnt want to be friends then k thats great im done trying. 
thats all i do i try to make paigey happy i try to become closer wit tori im trying to always hang wit chris so he wont bitch at me and then i have to pay attention to micahel or he will bitch about how much shit he does for me and i cant even cll him back and blah blahb albhvfjksndal& (*&$@)*UV+*R + i mean were not even datinggg. 
im just done wit trying to make people happy when they dont even giveee a shittttttttttttt. 
im just done with it. 

i was just trying to make it threw freshman year so i could go back to palmetto and everything would go back to normal... well im most likely not going back to palmetto and even if i did nothing would be the same.
well im done bitching about people who dont give a damn about me. 

going to circle k. 
byeee.